astagfirullah...assabruminal iman....

emmmm...sobs...aku tak tau nk tulis apa nie...rasa sedih sgt..ujian demi ujian berlaku..nie bukan ibarat sudah jatuh ditimpa tangga...nie ibarat dah jatuh timpa tangga berguling2x...phewww..(aight2x lilek jgn mengeluh...)

1stly, aku benti as customer service, tetiba aku dapat call dorang nk freeze akaun aku sbb aku tak bg notis?? wat the jackfruit? apa kehal aku bg notis 8 to 9 hari kot..call pnya call rupanya my trainer tak bg lagi surat..(.............) .

2ndly isu rumah sewa. aku pon konpius.. mula2x nk bhagi 2 alih2x ikot bilik plak..uiksss bulan depan brapa plak dik? nnt kita diskus len...ewah??!! mak aku pesan..hg baik2x nnt dia dok preeeeee kat umah tuh...ciwilah dia dapat penyewa lain arituh.. bukan maen lagi.

3rdly tmpat baru aku keja...kata qa/qc engineer tgk offer letter assistant qa/qc engineer....what??????? pening2x lalat aku..wah2x...tnya my mom gak how? wat to do? hoto kacho? Mom said just work 1st and gain experience.. naseb ada kawan2x yg sabar kan aku...


urmmm sedey gila bai...wet takdak umo 25 tahun kena mtk kat mak lagi..patot kita la yg bg kat depa...sob....sob....tapi im a person dat believes everything happens for a reason...mesti Tuhan bg ujian sbb nk kita nie jadik terbaik kan..(amin..)...

p/s: Dear God, im not praying my life to be easier, just  please help be gather my strength and be strong....

warming up 1,2 ,3

warming up 1,2,3 check mic 1,2,3..hello anybody dere? anyone? ............ hehe wassup peeps (yeah so lame) sorry for no updates quite a while..so caught up wif my personal life ngeeeee~. Its Chrismas today so in b4 do want to wish HAPPY HOLIDAE if ada prezen ingat la kan den ey..

wats happening in my life right now? nothing much. baru benti keja as a CSR (customer service representative) kat TM. quite an experience. very friendly colleagues but very hansap mentor. 1st day dok floor kena maki ngan customer LANCAU LA LU WASTING MY TIME. we make jokes SORRY UNCLE I DNT HAVE LANCAU JUST CIBAI. (tak kata depan2x gila kauuuuuuuuuuuuu) .benti sbb dapat keja baru..alhamdulillah. arituh jauh di sudut ati ada rasa sedih sbb keja CSR lari dari bidang aku blaja dlu(electrical yea2x..) tapi sumhw aku tak menyesal amik keja tuh. met new friends gain so much experience especially in people skills.  gonna mish u guys (sob..sob).

 mak aku pesan keja jgn memilih nie aku nk pesan plak seriusly guys JGN MEMILIH..kalo hg tak keja smpai 3 bulan. keja la dlu. takkan nk dok tggu ja...it doesnt work dat way. alhamdullillah pas aku accpt keja CSR, interview and tawaran keja mencurah2x (tak la melampau2x dlm 2, 3 ja) . tapi seyeslah keja skrg bukan senang der. keja ja dlu. suma bnda nk experience.

so next tuesday, new environment, new house, new place, start all over..life has a beginning and end...life is short. just live welll and meaningful with no regret...cewah...nnt nk post 2012 pnya resolution...manyak menda nak achive..nak buat duit yang penting nk kawen..weeeeeeee~gatai siot..bukan nk elak kan maksiat....ckup2lah yg ada now....


bak kata sharpay dlm high school musical TOODLES.  xoxoxoxoxox


p/s: yeah aku berjaya kurangkan berat badan to 70 kg..tolong doakan i can shape my arm n hips n flatten my tummy dis 2012..huhuhu...weeewoooooooooooooo

saya maooo kurussss

oke bc entry pon dah tau kan?? hehe kenapa aku mewar2kan (ada ka ayat nie?? ntah bantai je) bnda nie??

1. sbb aku aku ada bc sumwhere..if u want to lose weight u had to tell the world..why? because nnt tak leh men2x sbb suma org dah tau kaooo tuh nk kurus nnt tak kurusss maluuuu woiii.
2. sbb paling penting adalah aku nk beli baju kemeja utk interview..but it seems suma tak kena especially my arm yg cm weight lifting all my life..(APSB seniors didnt call me ARMSTRONG for nothing)
3. lastly opkos want to feel good bout myself...ive been in ignorance yg aku nie tak ckup gemok lagi mcm yg the biggest loser tuh.

naaa bila time nk shopping baju lawa2 suma ketat kat bontot (cheissss). ngan bila jmpa org, org asek cakap : ''hey kaklong awat dok GEMUK la nie dlu kurussssssss!!!!" well2x aku akan membuktikan pada mereka siapa amalina sebenarnya MUAHAHAHA !!!! (kalo tak malu sioooottttttttttttttt).

dis is my current picture weight at 75 kg

right now im aiming for 65 kg 1st in a month..insyallah....amin

p/s: doakan saya ye..harap saya tabah melakukan weight loss nie....

unbelievable!!!

i was watching the last season of  OPRAH ( hey its my fav show oke!!) it was the episode entitled : What are they doing now?. The things is Oprah had set up a group of people to comb her entire collections of her 25 year season..about 30 000 guests envited over, to find the most memorable guest invited over to OPRAH's set. The one We Can't Stop Talking About. 


So ada dis episode back on 2005 entitled The Fat One In The Family. (yeap dengar tajuk pon cm tutttt)..So dis gurl named Jill came to the set with her father Kirk. The most unbelievable thing is that the father openly humiliate her daughter in international TV!! something like "Im ashamed of Jill" and verbally abused her. Shitbrix. The gurl actually undergo a gastric bypass and one year later, more slimmer but practically cnt stomach her food without throwing up sat beside oprah and says "Im really happy that my father accepts me for who I am now".

Yeah with an IV tube stuck in ur arm every now and then because ur too damn fragile without proper nutrition. I bet another 5 year that gurl will get BULIMIA and her father will die happy his daughter is skinny enough it brought her to her death bed. Pftttttt.  It really hits the nerve because im considered fat too and my dat is not as S.H.A.L.L.O.W as u kirk.


Link: http://www.oprah.com/oprahshow/The-Oprah-Show-Guests-We-Cant-Stop-Talking-About/4

kirk jerk with her you're-the-fat-one-in-the-family jill (pity u gurl (T_T) )

p/s: mmm...one happy sicko family..KIRK ur officially a JERK man. a worst one.

ramdhan and what it meant for me..

yeah2x aku tau aku slalu edit lambat..salahkan lappy aku yea sbb bluetooth dia slalu problem..mcm ngan tutss suda..n sbb aku bz doing practically nothing thank you..huhuhuhu

diam tak diam dah 7 hari kita berpuasa di bulan Ramadhan al-Mubarak nie..setiap mlm aku pegi tarawikh...(mula kena paksa ngan mak tapi lama2x rela hati..hehe alhamdulillah)..nak story arituh aku balik kpg..actually bukan kpg, umah taman jew..aku balik ari sabtu arituh 6 hb 8..yang paling best bapak aku bawak g bazaar ramadhan kat seberang perai..(blkg masjid seberang perai) aku rasa yg tuh paling besau kat penang..guess pkul bapa dia bawak aku p? pkul 2.30 ptg!!!!ish geram gila bak hang!!! ape la..

then aku after round2x kejap kami pon bertolak ke sg petani..(dlm ati aku bengang je..sabo ye dik non)..dah lama aku tak balik kpg..maklum la musafir...smpai ja salam2x ngan tok (tok ckp aku makin gemuk!! (T__T)) aku pon stat la masak2x (yea jgn tak caye saya bole masak gak tau tapi tak terer sgt mcm my cuzzy Siti Nurul Mariam (ceh promote sepupu dlm blog kan)..

masuk waktu kami berbuka posa..then solat tarawikh..tok wan aku jadik imam..paling best nie ada 2 adik sepupu aku nama Mohd Amir Fitri ngan Mohd Irwan Danial...abg dia cm diam sket...he supposedly darjah 5 tahun nie..ada prob sket but never mind...adik dia umo 6 taun...u wudnt believe the nerve budak nie ada!! dia bole makan2x sambil ajak abg dia yg posa tuh mkn (masa siang tuh la) "abg nk mkn megi tak?", "abg nk air tak?"dat kid!! LOL...tak larat gelak...aku makan laksam nie dia bole dok sebelah abiskan laksam aku ish3x....mlm tuh dia main2x ngan bapak aku...he kept coming again and again...ape la itu budak...

my main point is...family no matter how irritating they were...how annoying they may be...they still are you family..my mom tegur on how im dress pon rasa nk melenting ja...so mmmm i miss the point totally LOL..
wat i noe is that my mum was there when im feeling down..even when im throwing tantrum (yes a woman is allowed tantrum once a awhile) she just take it all and acts like nothing happen...daddy? im daddy's little girl...he may look though wat he says nobody could object against him..if he doesnt get wat he wants he would sulk for days..hehehe my dad gives everything n hv nohing back....

Hopefully with the Ramadhan im able to increase my devotion to Allah swt..more humble...and hopefully i can give back to my family...they were all that i have and no words can sum up what i felt..(actually i dunt have wonderful vocabs aha thank you very much)..dah membebel lagi la...stop entry for today..chiao wasalam..

depan umah nie...

umah no 89 kat jeng..jeng....

juadah berbuka posa kat umah tok..mmg nyum..nyum...

hitam (abg): mohd amir fitri

merah (adik): mohd irwan danial

my dad performs body lock on danial...LOL

p/s: Fri(END), Boyfri(END), Girlfri(END), Everything has an "END", except Fam(ILY) --> It Has "I LOVE YOU"...ingat nk boh pic my grandparents..mmmm nntla kot..

coretan hati

aku terbaca dlm blog beautiful nara kisah mengenai apek dan ex-tunang dia erin si jejari runcing..bila aku baca komen (yeah aku suka baca komen kat beautiful nara)...suma org mara si erin nie sbb dia suka bercerita kat blog dia pasai apex. yelah sapa taknak bercerita kan if their bf/fiance is the famous goal keeper...then again dia cm menjerat diri dia sendiri la skunk when the relationship as we nw noe didnt work out...maybe betul as they say apex cm segan kot evertyhing nk diceritakan kat blog...so my condolences jejari runcing to u..maybe he just wasnt made for u..sbr ye dik non..

so cerita dia nk cerita pasal aku la takkan makcik cleaner plak kan..kdg2x sgt merbahaya apa yg kita rasa kita cerita kat fb, twitter and blog...everyhing pon org bc kan mcm skunk nie mesti ada yg baca smbil ngomel : benda mcm nie pon nk tulis kat blog..hahahaha...

in the end kan bila aku bc komen2x aku plak trasa....eh aku pon lebey kurang mcm tuh gak...kdg2x kan aku rasa benci ngan diri sendiri sgt...suma cerita pon nk cerita kat org..ingat nk luah kat sorang pastu dah jadi 2,3 org wat a loser..sighhhh...

byk gak aku dengar now cerita pasal laki pasang lain..mcm cerita my cousin...she's in love with a guy for god noes hw many long..laki tuh brapa kali ckp nak tunang ngan dia..kantoi ada gurl lain...sepupu aku yg patah hati nie accept a proposal..baru ja tunang sabtu ari tuh...masa aku pegi aku tnya dia dah brapa lama dia kenai, she said "baru kenai 2 mggu, mggu lepas mak dia datang ngan org yg berkira tuh (rekemen la) tau2x dah masuk minang kami terima ja klong sbb dok rasa kami asek kena tipu ngan laki" oh...aku diam ja masa tuh...senyum ja...tak terkuar nk tnya if she's oke or not....

hmm...aku tatau la nk ckp guys jahat ke? ada je gurls yg mcm tuh..wat i want to say is..mybe if u could be more i dunno maybe if u cud tell the truth to ur partner...kalo ada sumbody u want..dump her/he properly...jgn biar dia bergantung harap...tapi taktau plak if partner tuh taknak lepaskan plak...emmm tatau la skunk relationship is very complicated...so twisted..bila bahagia tuh macam nk terbang ja kat udara.....bila sedih tuh kan rasa mcm nk trjun bangunan...hai la cinta..oh cinta

dah la...byk sgt aku omel...ntah...just nk some peace of mind kot for myself kot writing dis entry.....hmmmm......

p/s: love is blind....

history in the making...

hey2x....dah lama dah tak mengupdate it's been a solid 3 weeks since im training..maybe nnt aku upload pics kat tmpat training aku...tmpat training aku nie nama dia apsb or advance pact currently im using their wireless..wehhehe (yeah2x pemalas pnya budak)..

ape nk ckp..pics dah sekurun lalu tapi aku still nk upload....rindulah kat uthm..kat library...kat tasik...kat stadium....home for 3 years....tak sedeh..tapi rasa kehilangan la...mmm

nie je la nak ngomel...ohhh lupa lak..nk share kegembiraan nie..alhamdulillah pas extend a semester aku dapat solid A in my FYP..thnk god...en ariff la tak terkata la jasa en ariff...a million thnk you's  pon tak ckup..(mouse lab en ariff ada kat saya lagi tau...hehehe...

teman stadi kat library miss majerin ngehehe

bila boring kita kuar stadi

geng bermain bila kepala nenong...nenong.....

egoku dikala pagi...rajin kan g library pepagi...

sampai mlm baru balik...

stadi math (tgkap pic sbb nk tunjuk rajin)

bila hujan library mcm peti ais (sejuk tahap dewa)



p/s: sejak bila eh aku melabelling setiap pic nie...mcm format PSM plak kan LOL...

what have i done....

........after one another...last night i made another..i dunno what to call it?? wud i call it a mistake..its too huge for a mistake.....i just lost it and i said hurtful things to my beloved.....i ended ending up the relationship....i told myself..im going to be okay...

i woke up dis morning feeling like shit...hell no im not okey...it felt suck..i felt dejected....why did i do dat?? why did i push him away?? why?? i didnt noe..things that seemed so certain doesnt seem like it anymore...

im so sorry...right now everything mashed up....yeah im a one stuck up bitch..so sorry....i dunno what to say to myself n to u....just im really sorry....n i really love u....from the bottom of my heart...please find it in ur heart to forgive me....

dunno what to say......so sorry......really am sorry.......

p/s: soul told me not to take u for granted......im sorry..........

im goin to be okay....

Yesterday was one of my worst day of life. Yeah my best friend just told me he doesn't want to talk or hear bout me anymore...rasa mcm jantung terobek2x..(even when im posting this it felt sad)..ppl say that bad things happens for a reason..there's so many things but i just cnt share it publicly...cukup la pasai my friend nie je...mybe dia salah paham..who noes...there is still a silver lining though..my report dah masuk chapter IV..yeay hopefully tonite i can finish it and start final exam study..last paper math IV..nak A kali nie..(yeah i suck a lot at math so im takin it again dis sem)

Pada kamoo ONI....aku akan sentiasa sygkan kamoo...kalao ada salah aku harap dimaafkan...aku nie manusia biasa...kamoo juga..baby G..kamoo semakin jauh dari aku...aku tak tahu apa silapnya..we kept drifting away and apart...we used to be the bestest friend too...i tried fixing it..but it doesnt work out...mybe i wasnt trying hard enuff...im sorry too if i hurt u...i really love u....no matter how happy i am..there's still a void in my heart that cnt be filled....sekali lagi maafkan aku atas kekhilafan aku....aku  sudah memaafkan kamoo...sentiasa doakan kebahagiaan kamoo berdua....kdg2x terasa jugak bila kehilangan aku dari kamoo seolah2 takdak makna..mcm habuk atas para..ilang bila dilap kain buruk..

maybe betul gak ckp kawan aku kita tak leh rapat ngan sumbody kan..kawan biasa je..just be good to other ppl....yeah ill do dat...i dnt want any enemies...sapa2x yg pernah terluka ngan aku..aku mtk maaf eh...really sorry...

im thumbing up to the world to show that im okay....im really okay

p/s: miss u guys..n love u always......

rEnU dan THOR..

amalina bermain laptop atas katil...renu bersiap nk mandi..

renu: am brapa tggi THOR tuh??
aku: em...jap2x..

.....google......google....

aku: 6 kaki 3 inchi renu
renu: oh...tgginya..(smbil menunjuk helmet atas almari) tggi tuh ada tak..

muka renu membayangkan THOR

renu: hai THOR....

oke renu dah officially kena demam THOR LOL...

b.o.R.e.D

bored..repot byk lagik nk setel..bored...n bored n bored.....sbb semangat nk wat report tuh tak dtg lagi kot..oh semangat report dtglah pada aku supaya aku bole siapkan report dan  studi my last paper dis sem...tak bek tgglkan aku waktu genting2 nie..(oh ape aku merepek nie)

lastly..im just dead bored...sekian

mighty T.H.O.R

uhh napa bila aku bc blog member aku suma singkat2x ya?? (nmpak sgt aku nie suka bebel LOL). ekceli nk tulis semalam tapi semalam sakit peyut sesangat so rehat je..ada apa ngan semalam?? semalam sy tengok cerita THOR!!

pendapat aku?? opkos la besh!!! paling tak tahan chris hemsworth tnpa berbaju..masa tuh i was like oh oh oh oh (sila menyanyi lagu mcm beyonce oke) gila kentang graphic dia sgt besh..mmg sapa yg design ASGARD (kira mcm rumah dewa-dewa Norse nie) adalah org hebat imaginasi dia..natalie portman as Dr. Jane pon tak menghampakan...pendek cerita i loike..jika anda suka lelaki tnggi+sasa ini adalah cerita patut anda lihat..(mengilai2x kesukaan) ish2x.

ekceli walaupon aku cakap aku tgk pasal lelaki hensem tp hakikatnya mmg aku minat mthys n legends..(ayat kaber kegedikkan tadi)..ehhhhh seyesla..norse myths, greek myths every myths malay opkos aku bc hantu myths saja..sbb malay kaya ngan hantu myths...hahaha...im not goin to give out any comments kot..tk brapa pndai review semenarnya..just go n watch it urself..oh n btw AINI kami secinema ngan EN SHASHA..LOL

yeah aku saja cari pic chris no shirt (gedikkssss kamoo seh)

saying goodbye to jane (gentlemen abess)



p/s: ape lagi nk cakap der...gie tgk la sendiri....dapat tgk 3D lagi terbaik kot..

M.A.R.A.H

Grr..... mlm nie aku nk beremo lagi dan lagi..ntah mlm nie aku cepat panas..gamaknya pasal tak solat isyak lagi kot...nyways yg menyemarakkan kemarahan aku nie adalah so called  'pemimpin' kat tmpat aku blaja la..jalan dekat dlm U nie dah berlopak2x macam ape dah ha..sket2x berlobang, sket2x berlobang..apa ke halnya..tonite aku dgr my friend si FARAH NAJAA involved in a lilttle eksiden...pasal salah satu lobang yg banyak kat U nie la.motor dia skidded atas pasir masa dia break n hempap atas dia she was lutut dia luka n its hard for her to walk, n pray..(cian kat dia kan tmbh time waktu peksa final nie..sedih utk kamoo farah..)

so being a gud samaritan i post a complaint on a 'certain' group kat fb. yelah dah jadik wakil rakyatkan?? ape guna jadi ketua kalo tak dak guys yg tak pandai politik mcm aku nie komplen..kan? kan? kan?
i admit, its my fault in the 1st place. fb tuh more tuh aktiviti grup..seeing that i noe there were sum of the wakil rakyat in there. i hope they could see the complaint and do some follow up la...org kbyakkan mcm kami nie cuma nk answer oke??

then suddenly ada mamat nie cm tegur..eh nape post kat sini...post la kat tmpat lain kan lebey sesuai smbil tmha hehehe kat blkg.wat de fak?? dah la dia tuh salah sorang wakil rakyat tuh...siap nganjing kalo nk cepat postlah kat fb nc!!! aikk aku paksa hg ka jadik ketua wey?? kalo takmo wat keja letak jawatan.kalo dah salah ce tunjuk kat aku mana tmpat aku patot post??? dem u!!! marah betul early in the morning nie..naseb ada mamat sorang nie cool je jawab..takdak pon betah pasal salah post ke hape ke..(=_=)''

tu je aku nk story.....geram sgt...emo tak? emo tak? pedulik hape aku kalo hmpa kata aku emo aku mmg emo pon (apa la ayat nie..)

kemarahan yg melimpah ruah ke ladang gandum!!!!!

p/s: .....ape ye ntah le..jgn sesuka ati mengguris ati penggundi nnt penggal depan sah tak jadik wakil rakyat dah LOL

s.t.u.d.y WEEK

yeap its dat week again...S.T.U.D.Y week...haha..mcm teruja je kan..time2x mcm nie la baru nk tgk mamat atau minah yg sepanjang satu sem tuh tak pernah jejak kat kat library UTHM tuh (setakat pegi berasmaradana + tgk pics je...yes i noe coz my friends does dat too ahaks) menjejak kaki kat library, ngendong beg mcm nk terebeh bahu sebelah (mcm bole stadi suma je kan...) nk2x kalo time exam week tuh paper dia berderet(stok2x nie sgt senang dikenali kerana suka berjln smbil muka berkerut2x...) tak bek tau gelak kat dia...dayus tuh.tuhan marah nnt kena panah petir.

well as the story goes UTHM ada 5 level, level 5 tuh NC pnya tmpat.tk penah naik pon. but mggu stadi week nie penuh beb keempat2x level nie...nak2x bilik 24jam after office hours..melimpah ruah....tapi tak suka sgt stadi 24 jam.bising n u tend to look at other ppl studying..huhu (aku ye org lain tak).aku mmg suka g library dari diploma dlu..sbb library mcm best je dowh(yeah im a nerd...) sejuk, view dia mmg osome...just nice. kalo buat keje mmg kusyuk dalam bilik akan asek berblog, berfb, berbeautiful naraing or brblog seriusing..tuh je ke je aku..nk fokus g library le..tmpat lain menipu je lebih..kompom...slalu aku akan stadi ngan member aku si AINI, NISA, JAJA, FIFI, PAÁN and ZAED...oh NISA + her BF IS hehe saja promote hmpa kat sini nnt kena bayar surcharge kat aku eh?? lalala

dah tuh je nk story aku tgh tggu rambut aku kering...nk g library nie..dah nk kat pkul 11 am wat de fak btul amalina g studi lambat2x..smlm tdo lmbt pkul 4 pagi jgn salah paham i dnt stadi. i was watching secret garden korean drama with RENU. nmpak tak dok dlm bilik mcm mn??


nyways to all my friends n to sesapa yg bakal menghadapi final exam tuh lots of luck in ur exam..stadi semart jgn mcm aku nie stok last2x minit.mcm otak tuh ada harddisk je leh simpan trus...sigh...smoga tuhan permudahkan ye...amin yarabbal alamin....

permandangan kat bilik 24 jam...sgt sesak waktu nie pkul 12.15am

 rajin kan dak2x nie(tgn kat dada mata pndg ke atas)..

oh nk btau yg btul2x nmpak sipi kepala tuh adalah my friends NISA + her BF IS..rajin dorang mmg rajin..gud luck ya guys

p/s: usaha tangga kejayaan tak payah ada toyol kalo kena tgkap perghhh merana beb nama pon busuk..chaiyok2x gambate kudasai!!!!!

yeap im back

yeap2x...sorry lama btul tak mengupdate blog..bz ngan FYP. asek dok kat lab je ari2x..bole muntah kot..tapi alhamdulillah everything's worth it..hopefully i can do my report well..amin

haha right now aku ghase aaa bilik aku mcm liberi je deh..buku terbukak sana sini.tapi bila org tgk lappy aku dok buka fb and blog serius..yeap2x aku pandai belakon depan memeber aku kekeke...nyways..saja ja sepahkan kot2x mood nk wat keje tuh dtg...(kot2 la kan). in the end i end writing dis blog and am planning to watch lord of the rings..(yeap puhleaase lempang saye kuat2x).

kdg2x rasa mcm nk marah ngan diri sendiri becoz my it seems my TIME MANAGEMENT always seems to FAIL!!!! hurm..baik2x aku ghase smpe sini je la..nnt kita smbg len....nk berlakon lagi nie..hopefully jap g ada idea nk tulis blog uh em errr i mean report..report la report!!

my lappy tak sebersih mcm nie wohoho saja nk amik semangat typo (wdf)

hurm tergaru2x mana satu nk letak dlu nie...flow chart byk2x ke tak..arghhh serabot2x!!!



p/s: masa nie rasa lapang bila dateline dekat mula la muka ketat (please eh jgn jadik mcm aku) menci2x!!!!

take things for granted..

along ur life u might fall down, u noe u hv to get up, if u fail over and over again...it's not the end....what matter most is how u finish.....
Nick Vujicic - Life Without Limb

nick vujicic himself

wats dat??  Nick Vujicic is a guy without arms n legs...but he doesnt  complain about it..(not like some brad id known oh n unfortunately im also one of the brads sob..sob...) if u want to be inspired and noe more about him u can visit his official site: http://www.lifewithoutlimbs.org/ oke...the thing is lately ive been feeling out of place...yeap the usual why everything happens to me...am i not gud enuff...did i hurt smebody like dis before....well looking back i might have feeling a bit superior + cocky much...some ive not even consider ppl feelings...its just always me n me n me...when everything falls apart...i start to feel angst towards life...towards other ppl...even towards thyself..it wasnt gud...it such a horrible feeling....

the point is i felt into a big black hole i cudnt climb out...the depression gets deeper and deeper...every minute u felt your emotion stirs (for me more like a whirlwind actually hehe..)

oke2x...what i want to say is when ur being tested..its not that god doesnt love u...HE just wnt to see whether HIS servant remembers HIM when things get rough or just do d opposite thing..sometimes i do sometimes i dnt..... i noticed that when i just gv up on life i just spiralled into the abyss...so i retraced back my life....if things get though u always got HIM...ur family n ur amis...they love u no matter wat uve become...especially ur family..

familys to came home to

  friends who'd be there

so i am EMO no doubt about it...everything just ticks me off...but im learning to control my emotions..it badass hard for me...ive taken for granted a few things in my life....u jst felt it when its no longer within ur reach...for that im so sorry...sorry mak n abah for not being the best daughter for u...sorry my friends for being ignorant at times...n sorry for U...for everything......

p/s: entry yg emo n yapping ntah apa2x ntah...hope maksud dia smpai..(^^)

buffy the vampire slayer..

haha...sapa pnah bc atau watch buffy?? aku tak nah tgk sbb bapak aku tak nah subscribe channel starworld..tapi rajin gak membc buku dia..aku ingat buffy nie dah extinct dah beberapa taun lepas...seingat aku la kira dlm taon 2005 mcm tuh kot (time aku kat poli) then suddenly aku terjmpa balik baru dipublished by simon pulse publisher....

dengan kekuatan kecek mengecek berjaya jugak mtk mak aku belikan (yeayyyyyyyyy osome!!) hahaha
after 2 days dah abeh bc..(berlagak siot)...saja ja...nk wat entry today..LOL...dasyummm

dia ada 3 volume totally

setiap 1 volume ada 3 cerita

for those who doesnt noe buffy, she's the catalyst (i googled for pemangkin kuar nie hoho u learn i learn..btol tak google translate nie wa po che tau) for supernatural...remember?? the two hottest guy
JARED PADALECKI as SAM WINCHESTER and his big brother JENSEN ACKLES as DEAN WINCHESTER op2x...kita tamo masuk cerita tuh..kita nk bercerita pasal buffy right now..okie..(sabau2 <====== die hard fan supernatural)

okelah..buffy is ur average teenager hmmm kalo cheerleader material kompom not average kan?? ish3x none the less one day she discovers dat she's the CHOSEN ONE (hmmm...) a.k.a THE SLAYER...job description stake everything supernatural badass ex cam vampires, zombies, ghouls and wat not..she has her own guardian a.k.a THE WATCHER Rupert Giles yg mmg bookworm..dia la ajaq buffy yg mmg dah ada super power tuh (superhuman) fighting skill...actually slayer takdak kawan sbb yalah dia cm freak (kalo aku lagi best apa kawan mcm nie tak boring tiap2x mlm ada keja hohohoho) tapi she's the only one yg ada kawan n BOYFRIEND...yg bestnya bf dia adalah ANGEL (DAVID BOREANAZ<=====takyah google aku leh ingat nama dia..hahahaha) a vampire with a soul. so together nicknamed the Scoobie Gang they fight evil on Sunnydale which actually on the HELLMOUTH..jadik ada ja makhluk yg nk ressurect  the hell's gate and mcm2x lah..hohoho

so this is the cast starting from left back : Anthony Stewart Head as Rupert Giles , Sarah Michelle Gellar as Buffy Summers, Nicholas Brendon as Xander Harris,

left front : Seth Green as Oz and Alyson Hannigan as Willow Rosenberg in Season III of Buffy the Vampire Slayer.

David Boreanaz as Angel and

Sarah Michelle Gellar as Buffy Summers

apa yg aku ingat siri dia dari taon 1996 till 2003 mcm tuh..kena kira dah sedekad gak but still voted the  TV Guide's 50 Greatest TV Shows of All Time, ada dekat 7 season all together directed by JOSS WHEDON...

dlm buku nie ada 3 org penulis 3 cerita yg berbeza...actually i love buffy because she loves sarcasm, she has complex friendship, and a hunk of a bf..(nie aku nk letak first but i felt i betray the supernatural brothers plak kan ahaksssss)...

pendek cerita im just a SUCKER for these types of story....

p/s: nnt aku nk cari vol II plak....



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tonite....sy sgt sedih.....sgt2x sedih.......hukum karma tuhan mmg tak tertanding.....wat u gv..u get back....ya Allah ampunkan dosa2ku...sesungguhnya kamu maha pengasih lagi maha mengasihani....berilah aku kekuatan utk mengharungi hari-harimu......

p/s: muka senyum dlm ati sapa yg tau........

h.U.J.A.N

apparently its been 3 whole days of non-stop raining in parit king....aku nk pegi bersenam pon tak leh..nk stadi otak lemau sbb sejuk (LMAO pnya alasan) but then hopefully dapat balik Penang ngan selamatnya mlm nie..dah rasa homesix..

hujan best sbb sejuk tapi tak best bila overpouring..nothing to do execept loitering in teh room (so fuckin bored)

ini serius muka aku dah mcm dia..OMG

nk post yg tuh ja...dem borink...its raining heavily again...sigh....

p/s: berguling atas katil dlm comforter rasa mcm hibernating...

never been the same

p/s: sumone from the past..u may think its nothing..but i think its everything.....dnt judge me....we made mistakes, we live and we learn...

iklan yg H.O.T

dis is the latest blog yg super fun..tak la latest blog, latest blog bg aku ler..nama blog nie Blog Serius ..hahaha aku nk share the most LOLing thing i found in this blog. The most creative advertisment ive eva seen in my entire life!!! oke2x takmoh ckp byk..saksikanlah oleh mu wahai insan2x sekalian

 

p/s: aku paling suka pic yg last nie...terserlah keawesomeness dia...jom gurls pakat beli ambi pur..nnt leh dapat laki hot gitu!! ahaksssssssssssssssssssssss

oh t.A.G La pULak..

You've been tagged, and you're supposed to write a note with the "ABC's of Me". At the end, choose people to be tagged. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you.

A - Age ; 24 and a half years old. still takmo ngaku 25 tuh hahaha
B - Bed size ; single tapi bantal mesti byk2x sbb nk wat kubu
C - Chore you hate ; sidai baju hate em!! basuh takpa
D - Dog's name ;tak pnah tringin pon nak bela..haram satu..more to cat person oke?? meow
E - Essential start your day item ; capai henfon tgk jam
F - Favorite color ;  turqoise and black
G - Gold or Silver ; Silver
H - Height ; tak pnah nk ingat..
I - Instruments you play(ed) ; piano (dalam mimpi ja)
J - Job title ; bakal engineer (muntah!!!!)
K - Kid(s) ; sy mao kembar laki pompuan n laki laki..kira 4 la..hahaha
L - Living arrangements ; haa?? aku tak paham..ngan parents lagi kot
M - Mom and dad live near or far ; jauh mmg..kat penang sana nun
N - Nicknames ; oh sgt byk...am, klong, ina, lin,lina, nurul, siti, ama, paling besh si comel ahakss jgn jeles tuhan marah
O - Overnight hospital stay (other than birth) ; alhamdulillah tak pnah.mtk dijauhkan
P - Pet Peeve ; sy tatau ini apa der
Q - Quote from a movie ; ''life is like a box of chocolate u never knew wat u gonna get''.forest gump
R - Right or left handed ; right.
S - Siblings ; lone ranger.
T - Time you wake up ; paling awal 5.00 am, paling lambat 10.00am
U- Underwear ; skiva. ngan yg cap2x ayam ja
V - Vegetable you dislike ; sawi yuck!!
W - Ways you run late ; overslept sbb letih
X - X-rays you've had ; masa nak masuk diploma dan degree
Y - Yummy food you make ; puding jagung resepi nenek
Z - Zoo favorite ; taiping sbb ada safari night


dah aini aku dh wat apa kao suruh..LOL

my R.O.O.M

saja ja entry bl0g kali nie nk share pasal my personal place..tmpat aku nyumpah seranah projek PSM aku, tmpat aku bc novel..tmpat aku men tenet..tmpat ngumpat??? (nmpak tak tmpat blaja tak sebut pon nmpak sgt pemalas)

eh aku baik tau mak aku ckp tak baik ngumpat...amalina kan baik  (letak tgn kat dada mata pandang ke atas)...LMAO

kat atas katil tuh nama dia gebok si boncet..

 

tempat aku surf net...kalo rajin sgt baru 

stadi max 5 min je kot..huhu 

 nie almari aku..penuh kan brg2x..

tgh pk nk bawak balik sket raya cina nie..

 one of my fav author dan brown.....

suma crita dia best sbb fact + fiction

my most TREASURED gift...

for my 24th birthday..^^

family photo my dearest mum + dad..

luv u guys so much

kena ada nie jadik pemangkin jgn malas sgt blajar

 i love my space, it is quite small but rasa sgt selesa...aku nie seorg yg pengemas..tak suka tmpat semak..cewah puji diri sendiri la der...view dari bilik aku tak la hebat....bukan sea view ke, lake view ke, or hilltop view ke...just sawit view..tapi ptg2x kalo baring tmpat aku mmg heaven..pandang awan yg berarak.burung yang berterbangan bekejaran (perghhh dah jadik mcm lagu plak...) so how bout urs??

p/s: small is adquate large is roomfull....^^

w.A.L.k

arini aku kena tegur ngan ijat..

nape ko pnya blog suma pasal makan je??

aku rasa tercabar..maka aku pon ngan semangatnya usung henpon aku ptg tadi..actually aku rajin gak oke jog, sapa yg jog bawak henpon (ceh ayat je tuh..)?? ce cer, ce cer?

tepat jam 6.15 ptg aku pon ngajak raenu utk berjalan kat tasik baru u..kat depan fakulti mekanikal ngan bangunan G3 tuh..

jaoh gak..nmpak ja dekat..today tak lari sbb sblum kuar tuh anis sumbat aku ngan renu bihun goreng ngan sgt byk..(agak2x boleh la 10 org mkn) sapa yg kena abiskan?? mestilah aku...cessssssss tak patot!!

satu round jalan agak2x 15 min gak aaa..ramai btul org exercise...ada gak yg mcm kami2 lepak tepi tasik smbil berkamera..huhuhuhu..

dah smpi pkul 7.15 ptg aku pon ajak raenu balik..dah maghrib la dey..

sekian~

tasek baru...

 fakulti kejuruteaan komputer dan multimedia..

 

bas sikun jaya wahahaha

 

cuba teka sapa???huhu

ceh berpoyo2x jer

aku ngan raenu!!!!

p/s: bila jog atau jalan ptg..rasa clear otak..cuba try..lalalala~

bULaN

aku: wah arini nampak bulan la..cantik betul bulan nie
renu: oke mlm nie kita pakat2x jadik vampire..
aku: ??????

 bulan yg cantik huhu

p/s: renu bila bersora mesti tak bleh blah LOLs..

sePetanGaN kaMi bErsaMa...

hewop!!! huhu...semalam ari ahad...bersamaan ngan 16 hb januari 2011..aku sgt kebosanan..ingat nk rajinkan diri macam rum8ku nisa..yg tak henti2x stadi (aisehmen pemalas btul ini budak!! aku ye bkn nisa) waktu itu kira2x pkul 10.00 AM..

aku: jom kita lepak BP nk?
renu: oke ja..jom2x..bole nk cari baju raya (renu nie siamese agama buddha dia sambut taon baru cina ya..)

aku pon kendiannya mengajak org kpgku..eh aini ngan mimi ja..hehe..tetiba hujan lebat2x kuat2x laju2x...(dalam ati sedey ja..aishehmen...) pkul 3.00 PM dah benti hujan..ape lagi cepat2x kami siap dan keluar..rempit jew pon boleh...

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destinasi 1st: secret recipe

misi: makan kek ler apa lagi

haha penat je (jog 5 round kat stadium pagi tuh). kami order kek dpt lak tea time kan..free tea or coffee yehaaaaa..penuh la tmpat tuh aku pon tanpa rasa bersalah wat evil eye kat mamat ngan aci dia..dia pon bgn perlahan2x dan pegi bayar (bajet gangster la tuh...)

disebabkan makan bnda yg kalori dia berkilo2x kami pon mengambil keputusan utk berjalan2x plak

 mimi n renu mkn hazelnut choc chip

aku ngan aini senget aku mkn choc indulgence, 

aini mkn high fibre cake tapi 

aku panggil cake hamster

(sumpah byk kacang sebijik cm makanan hamster) lalala

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destinasi ke2: the store baru sebelah summit

misi: berjalan2x survey baju raya renu...

org len yg excited..sampe org yg nk cari baju raya tuh pon dah pening..haha sorry renu....kami tunjuk baju itu, baju ini, tuan pnya blog lagi excited sampe beristigfar (op2x nafsu shopping dia sudah mula mengganas). aku beli tshirt lengan pnjg RM15.00...(btul kata kamu rosy sy beli baju lagi huhuhu)

 renu tgh try baju raya

ada gaya posing model kat wall tuh tak ahahahaha

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destinasi ke3: the summit

misi: survey baju raya renu lagi

tapi misi nie menipu sebenarnya sbb akhirnya yg bershopping tuh adalah aku dan aini..lalala...aku dapat wedges idamanku..walaupon mahal RM69.90 diskaun jadik RM62.90 jugak tapi berbaloi2x..sbb mmg lama dah hunt wedges mcm nie...sahabatku aini beli perfume dari body shop nama cherie kot..harga RM40.00 promotion body shop. kat sini renu berjaya rembat baju tdo harga RM10.00 (cute gila sbb baju itam ada love pink + purple)..

ha...gila kan aku tkpa skali skala..slalu sgt tak leh wat mcm nie..

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destinasi ke4: carrefour

misi: teruskan berjalan2x....

niat nk solat maghrib je..kat sini sbb kami kluar dari summit pon mcm dah lmbat.....tetiba2x (ceh tetiba la konon kan...) nafsu berkaraoke mula meraja...apa lagi karoke plak...kami nyanyi 6 lagu..(opkos aku paling byk nie perasan sora sedap le katakan..) tapi selepas dipaksa2x maka yg lain turut menyumbangkan tenaga..
kat sini aku sempat beli spagetti strap kaler oren harga RM8.00 (tapi dah jual kat nisa sbb rasa kecik plak)

aini: sejarah mungkin berulang -  new boyz 

renu: khatimah cinta

mimi: mengintai dari tirai kamar - exist

mlm itu renu menunjukkan bakatnya..haaa renu nyanyi taw..cuma depan org lain dia shy2x cat sket..

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destinasi ke5: kedai makan depan pasaraya smart

misi: makan la apa lagi

oh perut mula menyanyi senada ngan lagu yg kami nyanyi tadi apa lagi pitstop kejap kat kedai mkn..makanan aku masin btul..ish2x btul tak tipuu miaaa...aku mkn mee hailam, aini ngan rakusnya mkn nasi putih + sup daging, renu makan koew teow goreng kerang sama ngan renu (arini nie depa jadik soul mate asek makan makanan sama ja..heran btul)...dah kenyang balik tdooooooo sok pagi kelas daaa.....

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sekian nukilan episod sePetanGaN kaMi bErsaMa...


p/s: renu yg carik baju raya aku plak yg shopping sakan tak patut...len kali kami nk ronda lagi..cadangan ari sabtu...amboi byk btul duit...