take things for granted..

along ur life u might fall down, u noe u hv to get up, if u fail over and over again...it's not the end....what matter most is how u finish.....
Nick Vujicic - Life Without Limb

nick vujicic himself

wats dat??  Nick Vujicic is a guy without arms n legs...but he doesnt  complain about it..(not like some brad id known oh n unfortunately im also one of the brads sob..sob...) if u want to be inspired and noe more about him u can visit his official site: http://www.lifewithoutlimbs.org/ oke...the thing is lately ive been feeling out of place...yeap the usual why everything happens to me...am i not gud enuff...did i hurt smebody like dis before....well looking back i might have feeling a bit superior + cocky much...some ive not even consider ppl feelings...its just always me n me n me...when everything falls apart...i start to feel angst towards life...towards other ppl...even towards thyself..it wasnt gud...it such a horrible feeling....

the point is i felt into a big black hole i cudnt climb out...the depression gets deeper and deeper...every minute u felt your emotion stirs (for me more like a whirlwind actually hehe..)

oke2x...what i want to say is when ur being tested..its not that god doesnt love u...HE just wnt to see whether HIS servant remembers HIM when things get rough or just do d opposite thing..sometimes i do sometimes i dnt..... i noticed that when i just gv up on life i just spiralled into the abyss...so i retraced back my life....if things get though u always got HIM...ur family n ur amis...they love u no matter wat uve become...especially ur family..

familys to came home to

  friends who'd be there

so i am EMO no doubt about it...everything just ticks me off...but im learning to control my emotions..it badass hard for me...ive taken for granted a few things in my life....u jst felt it when its no longer within ur reach...for that im so sorry...sorry mak n abah for not being the best daughter for u...sorry my friends for being ignorant at times...n sorry for U...for everything......

p/s: entry yg emo n yapping ntah apa2x ntah...hope maksud dia smpai..(^^)

buffy the vampire slayer..

haha...sapa pnah bc atau watch buffy?? aku tak nah tgk sbb bapak aku tak nah subscribe channel starworld..tapi rajin gak membc buku dia..aku ingat buffy nie dah extinct dah beberapa taun lepas...seingat aku la kira dlm taon 2005 mcm tuh kot (time aku kat poli) then suddenly aku terjmpa balik baru dipublished by simon pulse publisher....

dengan kekuatan kecek mengecek berjaya jugak mtk mak aku belikan (yeayyyyyyyyy osome!!) hahaha
after 2 days dah abeh bc..(berlagak siot)...saja ja...nk wat entry today..LOL...dasyummm

dia ada 3 volume totally

setiap 1 volume ada 3 cerita

for those who doesnt noe buffy, she's the catalyst (i googled for pemangkin kuar nie hoho u learn i learn..btol tak google translate nie wa po che tau) for supernatural...remember?? the two hottest guy
JARED PADALECKI as SAM WINCHESTER and his big brother JENSEN ACKLES as DEAN WINCHESTER op2x...kita tamo masuk cerita tuh..kita nk bercerita pasal buffy right now..okie..(sabau2 <====== die hard fan supernatural)

okelah..buffy is ur average teenager hmmm kalo cheerleader material kompom not average kan?? ish3x none the less one day she discovers dat she's the CHOSEN ONE (hmmm...) a.k.a THE SLAYER...job description stake everything supernatural badass ex cam vampires, zombies, ghouls and wat not..she has her own guardian a.k.a THE WATCHER Rupert Giles yg mmg bookworm..dia la ajaq buffy yg mmg dah ada super power tuh (superhuman) fighting skill...actually slayer takdak kawan sbb yalah dia cm freak (kalo aku lagi best apa kawan mcm nie tak boring tiap2x mlm ada keja hohohoho) tapi she's the only one yg ada kawan n BOYFRIEND...yg bestnya bf dia adalah ANGEL (DAVID BOREANAZ<=====takyah google aku leh ingat nama dia..hahahaha) a vampire with a soul. so together nicknamed the Scoobie Gang they fight evil on Sunnydale which actually on the HELLMOUTH..jadik ada ja makhluk yg nk ressurect  the hell's gate and mcm2x lah..hohoho

so this is the cast starting from left back : Anthony Stewart Head as Rupert Giles , Sarah Michelle Gellar as Buffy Summers, Nicholas Brendon as Xander Harris,

left front : Seth Green as Oz and Alyson Hannigan as Willow Rosenberg in Season III of Buffy the Vampire Slayer.

David Boreanaz as Angel and

Sarah Michelle Gellar as Buffy Summers

apa yg aku ingat siri dia dari taon 1996 till 2003 mcm tuh..kena kira dah sedekad gak but still voted the  TV Guide's 50 Greatest TV Shows of All Time, ada dekat 7 season all together directed by JOSS WHEDON...

dlm buku nie ada 3 org penulis 3 cerita yg berbeza...actually i love buffy because she loves sarcasm, she has complex friendship, and a hunk of a bf..(nie aku nk letak first but i felt i betray the supernatural brothers plak kan ahaksssss)...

pendek cerita im just a SUCKER for these types of story....

p/s: nnt aku nk cari vol II plak....



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tonite....sy sgt sedih.....sgt2x sedih.......hukum karma tuhan mmg tak tertanding.....wat u gv..u get back....ya Allah ampunkan dosa2ku...sesungguhnya kamu maha pengasih lagi maha mengasihani....berilah aku kekuatan utk mengharungi hari-harimu......

p/s: muka senyum dlm ati sapa yg tau........