hai hai hai...i noe... i noe it's a bit lame coz it's been 9 month prior to my last blog...sowee actually terlupa bout it..(how noob i can be? i ask dis everdy la liaaaaooooooo)
from my last entry i've been feelin under the whether kan? yup kinda still does but lucky soooooo lucky i've such great colleagues and of course Mr Bf yg sedia menemani.
hmmm no idea wats not...just want to update a regular entry after so long haven't been. well cheerios.^^ huhu
emmmm...sobs...aku tak tau nk tulis apa nie...rasa sedih sgt..ujian demi ujian berlaku..nie bukan ibarat sudah jatuh ditimpa tangga...nie ibarat dah jatuh timpa tangga berguling2x...phewww..(aight2x lilek jgn mengeluh...)
1stly, aku benti as customer service, tetiba aku dapat call dorang nk freeze akaun aku sbb aku tak bg notis?? wat the jackfruit? apa kehal aku bg notis 8 to 9 hari kot..call pnya call rupanya my trainer tak bg lagi surat..(.............) .
2ndly isu rumah sewa. aku pon konpius.. mula2x nk bhagi 2 alih2x ikot bilik plak..uiksss bulan depan brapa plak dik? nnt kita diskus len...ewah??!! mak aku pesan..hg baik2x nnt dia dok preeeeee kat umah tuh...ciwilah dia dapat penyewa lain arituh.. bukan maen lagi.
3rdly tmpat baru aku keja...kata qa/qc engineer tgk offer letter assistant qa/qc engineer....what??????? pening2x lalat aku..wah2x...tnya my mom gak how? wat to do? hoto kacho? Mom said just work 1st and gain experience.. naseb ada kawan2x yg sabar kan aku...
urmmm sedey gila bai...wet takdak umo 25 tahun kena mtk kat mak lagi..patot kita la yg bg kat depa...sob....sob....tapi im a person dat believes everything happens for a reason...mesti Tuhan bg ujian sbb nk kita nie jadik terbaik kan..(amin..)...
warming up 1,2,3 check mic 1,2,3..hello anybody dere? anyone? ............ hehe wassup peeps (yeah so lame) sorry for no updates quite a while..so caught up wif my personal life ngeeeee~. Its Chrismas today so in b4 do want to wish HAPPY HOLIDAE if ada prezen ingat la kan den ey..
wats happening in my life right now? nothing much. baru benti keja as a CSR (customer service representative) kat TM. quite an experience. very friendly colleagues but very hansap mentor. 1st day dok floor kena maki ngan customer LANCAU LA LU WASTING MY TIME. we make jokes SORRY UNCLE I DNT HAVE LANCAU JUST CIBAI. (tak kata depan2x gila kauuuuuuuuuuuuu) .benti sbb dapat keja baru..alhamdulillah. arituh jauh di sudut ati ada rasa sedih sbb keja CSR lari dari bidang aku blaja dlu(electrical yea2x..) tapi sumhw aku tak menyesal amik keja tuh. met new friends gain so much experience especially in people skills. gonna mish u guys (sob..sob).
mak aku pesan keja jgn memilih nie aku nk pesan plak seriusly guys JGN MEMILIH..kalo hg tak keja smpai 3 bulan. keja la dlu. takkan nk dok tggu ja...it doesnt work dat way. alhamdullillah pas aku accpt keja CSR, interview and tawaran keja mencurah2x (tak la melampau2x dlm 2, 3 ja) . tapi seyeslah keja skrg bukan senang der. keja ja dlu. suma bnda nk experience.
so next tuesday, new environment, new house, new place, start all over..life has a beginning and end...life is short. just live welll and meaningful with no regret...cewah...nnt nk post 2012 pnya resolution...manyak menda nak achive..nak buat duit yang penting nk kawen..weeeeeeee~gatai siot..bukan nk elak kan maksiat....ckup2lah yg ada now....
bak kata sharpay dlm high school musical TOODLES. xoxoxoxoxox
p/s: yeah aku berjaya kurangkan berat badan to 70 kg..tolong doakan i can shape my arm n hips n flatten my tummy dis 2012..huhuhu...weeewoooooooooooooo
oke bc entry pon dah tau kan?? hehe kenapa aku mewar2kan (ada ka ayat nie?? ntah bantai je) bnda nie??
i was watching the last season of OPRAH ( hey its my fav show oke!!) it was the episode entitled : What are they doing now?. The things is Oprah had set up a group of people to comb her entire collections of her 25 year season..about 30 000 guests envited over, to find the most memorable guest invited over to OPRAH's set. The one We Can't Stop Talking About.
So ada dis episode back on 2005 entitled The Fat One In The Family. (yeap dengar tajuk pon cm tutttt)..So dis gurl named Jill came to the set with her father Kirk. The most unbelievable thing is that the father openly humiliate her daughter in international TV!! something like "Im ashamed of Jill" and verbally abused her. Shitbrix. The gurl actually undergo a gastric bypass and one year later, more slimmer but practically cnt stomach her food without throwing up sat beside oprah and says "Im really happy that my father accepts me for who I am now".
Yeah with an IV tube stuck in ur arm every now and then because ur too damn fragile without proper nutrition. I bet another 5 year that gurl will get BULIMIA and her father will die happy his daughter is skinny enough it brought her to her death bed. Pftttttt. It really hits the nerve because im considered fat too and my dat is not as S.H.A.L.L.O.W as u kirk.
Link: http://www.oprah.com/oprahshow/The-Oprah-Show-Guests-We-Cant-Stop-Talking-About/4
yeah2x aku tau aku slalu edit lambat..salahkan lappy aku yea sbb bluetooth dia slalu problem..mcm ngan tutss suda..n sbb aku bz doing practically nothing thank you..huhuhuhu
diam tak diam dah 7 hari kita berpuasa di bulan Ramadhan al-Mubarak nie..setiap mlm aku pegi tarawikh...(mula kena paksa ngan mak tapi lama2x rela hati..hehe alhamdulillah)..nak story arituh aku balik kpg..actually bukan kpg, umah taman jew..aku balik ari sabtu arituh 6 hb 8..yang paling best bapak aku bawak g bazaar ramadhan kat seberang perai..(blkg masjid seberang perai) aku rasa yg tuh paling besau kat penang..guess pkul bapa dia bawak aku p? pkul 2.30 ptg!!!!ish geram gila bak hang!!! ape la..
then aku after round2x kejap kami pon bertolak ke sg petani..(dlm ati aku bengang je..sabo ye dik non)..dah lama aku tak balik kpg..maklum la musafir...smpai ja salam2x ngan tok (tok ckp aku makin gemuk!! (T__T)) aku pon stat la masak2x (yea jgn tak caye saya bole masak gak tau tapi tak terer sgt mcm my cuzzy Siti Nurul Mariam (ceh promote sepupu dlm blog kan)..
masuk waktu kami berbuka posa..then solat tarawikh..tok wan aku jadik imam..paling best nie ada 2 adik sepupu aku nama Mohd Amir Fitri ngan Mohd Irwan Danial...abg dia cm diam sket...he supposedly darjah 5 tahun nie..ada prob sket but never mind...adik dia umo 6 taun...u wudnt believe the nerve budak nie ada!! dia bole makan2x sambil ajak abg dia yg posa tuh mkn (masa siang tuh la) "abg nk mkn megi tak?", "abg nk air tak?"dat kid!! LOL...tak larat gelak...aku makan laksam nie dia bole dok sebelah abiskan laksam aku ish3x....mlm tuh dia main2x ngan bapak aku...he kept coming again and again...ape la itu budak...
my main point is...family no matter how irritating they were...how annoying they may be...they still are you family..my mom tegur on how im dress pon rasa nk melenting ja...so mmmm i miss the point totally LOL..
wat i noe is that my mum was there when im feeling down..even when im throwing tantrum (yes a woman is allowed tantrum once a awhile) she just take it all and acts like nothing happen...daddy? im daddy's little girl...he may look though wat he says nobody could object against him..if he doesnt get wat he wants he would sulk for days..hehehe my dad gives everything n hv nohing back....
Hopefully with the Ramadhan im able to increase my devotion to Allah swt..more humble...and hopefully i can give back to my family...they were all that i have and no words can sum up what i felt..(actually i dunt have wonderful vocabs aha thank you very much)..dah membebel lagi la...stop entry for today..chiao wasalam..
aku terbaca dlm blog beautiful nara kisah mengenai apek dan ex-tunang dia erin si jejari runcing..bila aku baca komen (yeah aku suka baca komen kat beautiful nara)...suma org mara si erin nie sbb dia suka bercerita kat blog dia pasai apex. yelah sapa taknak bercerita kan if their bf/fiance is the famous goal keeper...then again dia cm menjerat diri dia sendiri la skunk when the relationship as we nw noe didnt work out...maybe betul as they say apex cm segan kot evertyhing nk diceritakan kat blog...so my condolences jejari runcing to u..maybe he just wasnt made for u..sbr ye dik non..
so cerita dia nk cerita pasal aku la takkan makcik cleaner plak kan..kdg2x sgt merbahaya apa yg kita rasa kita cerita kat fb, twitter and blog...everyhing pon org bc kan mcm skunk nie mesti ada yg baca smbil ngomel : benda mcm nie pon nk tulis kat blog..hahahaha...
in the end kan bila aku bc komen2x aku plak trasa....eh aku pon lebey kurang mcm tuh gak...kdg2x kan aku rasa benci ngan diri sendiri sgt...suma cerita pon nk cerita kat org..ingat nk luah kat sorang pastu dah jadi 2,3 org wat a loser..sighhhh...
byk gak aku dengar now cerita pasal laki pasang lain..mcm cerita my cousin...she's in love with a guy for god noes hw many long..laki tuh brapa kali ckp nak tunang ngan dia..kantoi ada gurl lain...sepupu aku yg patah hati nie accept a proposal..baru ja tunang sabtu ari tuh...masa aku pegi aku tnya dia dah brapa lama dia kenai, she said "baru kenai 2 mggu, mggu lepas mak dia datang ngan org yg berkira tuh (rekemen la) tau2x dah masuk minang kami terima ja klong sbb dok rasa kami asek kena tipu ngan laki" oh...aku diam ja masa tuh...senyum ja...tak terkuar nk tnya if she's oke or not....
hmm...aku tatau la nk ckp guys jahat ke? ada je gurls yg mcm tuh..wat i want to say is..mybe if u could be more i dunno maybe if u cud tell the truth to ur partner...kalo ada sumbody u want..dump her/he properly...jgn biar dia bergantung harap...tapi taktau plak if partner tuh taknak lepaskan plak...emmm tatau la skunk relationship is very complicated...so twisted..bila bahagia tuh macam nk terbang ja kat udara.....bila sedih tuh kan rasa mcm nk trjun bangunan...hai la cinta..oh cinta
dah la...byk sgt aku omel...ntah...just nk some peace of mind kot for myself kot writing dis entry.....hmmmm......
p/s: love is blind....
